Truth is:

Truth is, deep down inside I can't honestly believe that anyone could love me. I can't honestly believe that God loves me. I can believe that he died for me, but I can't believe that he loves me. I can't believe that anyone loves me. Honestly deep down in my soul I know that I am nothign more than something for pervs to attack. that's my level in society. and no matter what happens, what I say, I can't shake that. I have tried for six years now to get over it, to move on, to try to grasp the concept, but I just can't do it. So you've won. After six years I am still subject to you. You ruined me. Are you happy?