Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Fighting

Each moment is a fight. A fight to live on. A fight to look beyond how I feel. A fight to look beyond my failure. Tonight my friend said she was depressed. I responded with the only thing I know how to say, "God is in control. And that's what keeps me going". She said that it was the only thing that keeps her going to and that that is sad. She said she should have more to live for. But honestly... it takes every fiber of my being to live for that. It is my only peace. It is what keeps me going. If I should have more to live for than that, then I shouldn't be living.
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  1. AnonymousApril 20, 2011 at 5:56 PM

    I found this for you while I was praying for you.
    Go here:
    http://www.openbible.info/topics/self_mutilation

    After reading your blogs from March/April, I am concerned for you, Torri. As much progress as we discuss in your counseling sessions, I then read your blogs and I get a better view of what's really going on. The only thing I know to do is to continue to pray for you and feed you Bible verses. I hope these are an encouragement to you.

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  2. VictoryApril 24, 2011 at 4:57 PM

    Kim. I wished you would have talked to me. I have never lied to you. I have never gone behind your back. I wish you would have said something to me.

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