Haunting

I miss you. I never even had you. I hadn't even thought about you in a long time. Since around freshman year of high school. But now you continue to haunt my dreams. I don't know what to do. I couldn't have had you. And I know it was in God's plan for you to be taken away. But I can't help but to imagine who you could have been. Who you would have been had I not prayed for you to be taken away. The light you could have been. I just miss you. I despretly want to be able to draw so I could draw you. I pray one day I can meet you in heaven.