Losing You - Losing Me

It's been 3 days since I last cut. Which considering my recent trend is kind of a big deal. But I can't help but think that that's because I have put my mind in a bubble. It isn't allowed to think deep, it isn't allowed to think about the future or the past. It's just there. And it took our friendship for me to realize it. Yesterday I saw us slipping away. For awhile we talked about imporant things but really, there was nothing. Except when I told you about my schooling expeirices. But other than that.... we used to just be able to drive around and talk for hours. We wouldn ever run out of thigns to talk about. Now it's just semi-awkward unless we are doing something fun like trying to break glass bottles or attacking a photo scavenger hunt. You are slowly slipping away into the background of just one of many friends and that honestly hurts. The closeness we once had is slipping away. You won't open up to me anymore and I try to just ride along on the surface. You always were the only thing that kept me from losing myself. I can't lose you.